diff --git a/content/posts/python-speedup/code/src/speedup.cpp b/content/posts/python-speedup/code/src/speedup.cpp
index 296acaa..d2148af 100644
--- a/content/posts/python-speedup/code/src/speedup.cpp
+++ b/content/posts/python-speedup/code/src/speedup.cpp
@@ -1,4 +1,7 @@
 #include <Python.h>
+#include <print>
+
+int       test = 0;
 
 PyObject* my_stat_counter(PyObject* self, PyObject* args) {
     size_t to_add;
@@ -8,8 +11,9 @@ PyObject* my_stat_counter(PyObject* self, PyObject* args) {
 
     // PyObject* state = Py_None;
     auto mod_shit = (size_t*)PyModule_GetState(self);
-    if (*mod_shit == 0) {
-        *mod_shit = 1;
+    if (mod_shit == NULL) {
+        std::println("heheheh fuck you");
+        return (PyObject*)NULL;
     }
 
     *mod_shit += to_add;